I figured out why this upset me so much. For years, I comforted myself with the thought that, because of what he went through during the war, he was incapable of having feelings of love and tenderness, and all the things that were lacking in our marriage. So now that he has those feelings for someone else, even though I don't have a problem with that, it shows that he is perfectly capable of having those feelings...just not with me. Ah. Yeah. That's what hurts. It hurts a lot.
- moving forward, one foot in front of the other, to walk a straight path.
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